In the interest of accountability, I've decided to disclose the progress of my 2010 goals from my previous post. Just as a refresher, here's the list:
- Find a career that makes me excited to get up every morning;
- confront and accept the things that happened in the past;
- recognize and cultivate the healthy relationships in my life;
- cook a great meal at least once every two weeks;
- get up and get moving; and
- face the scary stuff
So, let's start with find a career that I am excited about. I'm starting my own mediation business, with the help and encouragement of my bf, that I am SUPER excited about. I've been struggling with finding a niche market, but I think I did it. Now, I just need to put it together and make it happen. Work, work, work. I can do it. My February modified goal is to have them both up and operable by the end of the month. It's a short month, so I really need to get started! I give myself a B+.
Next, is to confront and accept the things that happened to me in the past. Well, having a type of amnesia makes confronting the past a little difficult, but I spend at least one hour a week, generally more, concentrating on trying to remember and confront. This may take a couple years, but I'm on my way. I give myself an A.
Third, is to recognize and cultivate the healthy relationships in my life. I get a D in this goal. I'm feeling a little anti-social at the moment. I have spent time with a couple friends, but I need to do more. I'm going to continue to work on it and strive for cultivating those healthy relationships.
Fourth, is to cook a great meal at least once every two weeks. I cook most meals at home these days, partially because of the next goal. They're not always great tasting...but I try. I give myself a C.
Next, is to get up and get moving. I am on day 3 of P90X, and definitely feeling. I give myself an A!
My last 2010 goal is to face the scary stuff. Phew, my whole life is scary stuff, new business, new work-out, new past (oxymoron, I know), trusting in a relationship, trusting in myself, watching my friends advance in life all around me and knowing I'm not on the same path yet...sheesh, so much to face. I give myself a B. Room for improvement!!
Overall, I think I'm at a B-.
I leave you with this tidbit of wisdome I need to remember: