2010 Goals Update

In the interest of accountability, I've decided to disclose the progress of my 2010 goals from my previous post.  Just as a refresher, here's the list:

1. Find a career that makes me excited to get up every morning;
2. confront and accept the things that happened in the past;
3. recognize and cultivate the healthy relationships in my life;
4. cook a great meal at least once every two weeks;
5. get up and get moving; and
6. face the scary stuff

So, let's start with find a career that I am excited about.  I'm starting my own mediation business, with the help and encouragement of my bf, that I am SUPER excited about.  I've been struggling with finding a niche market, but I think I did it.  Now, I just need to put it together and make it happen.  Work, work, work.  I can do it.  My February modified goal is to have them both up and operable by the end of the month.  It's a short month, so I really need to get started!   I give myself a B+.

Next, is to confront and accept the things that happened to me in the past.  Well, having a type of amnesia makes confronting the past a little difficult, but I spend at least one hour a week, generally more, concentrating on trying to remember and confront.  This may take a couple years, but I'm on my way.  I give myself an A.

Third, is to recognize and cultivate the healthy relationships in my life.  I get a D in this goal.  I'm feeling a little anti-social at the moment.  I have spent time with a couple friends, but I need to do more.  I'm going to continue to work on it and strive for cultivating those healthy relationships. 

Fourth, is to cook a great meal at least once every two weeks.  I cook most meals at home these days, partially because of the next goal.  They're not always great tasting...but I try.   I give myself a C.

Next, is to get up and get moving.  I am on day 3 of P90X, and definitely feeling.  I give myself an A!

My last 2010 goal is to face the scary stuff.  Phew, my whole life is scary stuff, new business, new work-out, new past (oxymoron, I know), trusting in a relationship, trusting in myself, watching my friends advance in life all around me and knowing I'm not on the same path yet...sheesh, so much to face.  I give myself a B.  Room for improvement!! 

Overall, I think I'm at a B-. 

I leave you with this tidbit of wisdome I need to remember:

 

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